A health issue had left me unable to have kids,
Constantly dating men who wanted their own kids,
Yet part of me didn’t want kids,
Part of me was grateful that I couldn’t have kids,
Then one day I got older and I wanted kids.
However, I didn’t want to be a biological mother,
I felt that I was meant to adopt,
There was a feeling deep inside that said that I wasn’t meant to be a biological mother,
It doesn’t make me sad that my option is to adopt,
I never truly wanted to be a biological mother.
Perhaps having a health issue is a sign for me to adopt,
I considered adopting on my own,
I never felt I would find a good man or someone willing to adopt,
Thankfully, there are some places that let you adopt on your own,
I was already looking on how to adopt.
Then my love entered my life,
Yes, he wanted his own kids,
Yet he wanted to be a part of my life,
Thus, he has agreed to adopting kids,
I’m glad because deep inside I know that we’ll have a happy family life.