I hid the truth behind my smile,
I spoke kind words when I didn’t trust you,
I was suspicious of you as I put on a smile,
Every experience and feeling said not to trust you,
Still I put on a smile.
I tried to trust you,
I tried to give you another chance,
I tried to convince myself that I was wrong about you,
I wanted to give you another chance,
Then you went and showed me why I couldn’t trust you.
You had a nice image,
Yet deep inside I felt there was another side of you,
We both tried to show our nice image,
Still I wasn’t fooled by you,
I couldn’t continue with the nice image.
I dislike manipulators,
Thus, I disliked myself when I didn’t show my true side,
You didn’t even seem to feel bad for acting like the manipulators,
I sometimes felt bad for not showing my true side,
Yes, I guess people who manipulate are heartless manipulators.