Once there was innocence,
Once believed in people,
Betrayal slowly destroyed my innocence,
I slowly stopped trusting people,
Hurt by betrayal and deception slowly destroyed my innocence.
I struggled to believe that there were nice people,
Everyone had a bad motive in my eyes,
I started to follow the steps of those that hurt people,
The world became an evil world in my eyes,
Yet guilt consumed me as I hurt people.
I began to pray and ask for help,
I prayed to be saved,
I didn’t stopped hurting people as I prayed and asked for help,
I slowly stopped hurting some people when I began to be saved,
The right people were sent to help.
Yes, I still hurt people,
Yet it isn’t as bad as it was before,
My own hurt can make it hard not to hurt people,
Still I’m not who I was before,
I’m still working on doing my best not to hurt people.
The truth is, I wouldn’t be blessed as I am now if I hadn’t asked to be saved,
I’ll still be walking a bad path if I had somehow manage to stay alive,
Thus, I’m truly thankful that I was saved,
I’m thankful I was slowly taken away from the bad path and that I’m alive,
Maybe one day I’ll be able to save others like I’ve been saved.