He made me hate my life,
Felt chained and unable to escape,
I wanted to end my life,
I felt death was my only escape,
Death seemed better than life.
Why was I destined to be chained?
He was mistreated in his past,
He too was chained,
Now I’m paying for his past,
It’s a cycle of being chained.
I want to cut the chains,
I don’t want to be like him,
Yet I can’t seem to cut the chains,
I feel I’m sometimes cruel like him,
I’m becoming more like him with these chains.
It’s like you surround your self with toxic and you become toxic,
Yes, it’s a choice,
Yet it isn’t always easy not to become toxic when surrounded with toxic,
Becoming cruel wasn’t ever truly my choice,
I guess all I can do is hope others near me don’t become toxic.