I always said, “There’s a possibility that he’ll leave,”
Still part of me didn’t want to believe it,
Deep inside there was still hope that he might not leave,
Then one day he said it,
He said that there was a possibility that he’ll leave.
It felt like my world stopped,
My heart broke,
I could only hear the breaking of my heart when my world stopped,
The small hope shattered when my heart broke,
I was shown how much I’ll hurt if he were to leave when my world stopped.
I wanted him to take back the words that he might leave,
Yet those words can’t be taken back,
All I can do is learn how to be okay that he might leave,
There’s no words that can really reassure me after saying the words that can’t be taken back,
Still I’m going to do my best not to think about, “He might leave.”