Loving myself hasn’t been easy,
There were times when I didn’t like my image,
Yet he makes it look like loving me is easy,
I can see it in his eyes that he likes my image,
Why don’t I want to make loving myself easy?
Why do I have to put myself down?
Why can’t I love every part of me?
Perhaps I love putting myself down,
Perhaps I don’t want to love me,
Perhaps I’m so used to putting myself down.
Do I really want to love myself?
Maybe I don’t think that I’m worthy of my own love,
It has always been my choice whether I want to or don’t want to love myself,
It has always been up to me to decide if I’m worthy of my love,
I have to choose to love myself.
It’s truly silly that someone chooses to love me,
Yet I choose not to love me,
No, I can’t let him be the only one who loves me,
I must also love me,
I must give and learn how to accept all the love that is given to me.