The nights of crying,
The nights of craving a drug,
The nights where I contemplated dying,
He kept making me want to turn to a drug,
He kept making me choose dying.
He didn’t try to stop the tears from falling,
He didn’t care how many nights I spent crying,
I was to blame for falling,
Never giving him a chance would’ve meant not crying,
Yet I was so desperate for love that I ended up falling.
Those were truly painful times,
I was bringing so much pain to my precious heart,
I was getting a lot of panic and anxiety during those times,
All because I didn’t cherish my precious heart,
All because I chose to endure those times.
Thankfully, fate released us,
With the release came a healing,
A healing that showed me the lessons I needed to learn from us,
A truly needed healing,
A healing that helped let go of the negative emotions attached to the memories of us.