The suicidal voice is heard,
It isn’t as loud as before,
I try to ignore what is heard,
I don’t pay attention as before,
My husband is the reason why I try to ignore what is heard.
The suicidal voice is low,
My husband’s voice is loud,
The love for my husband and his love keeps the suicidal voice low,
The love we feel is loud,
I wonder what would happen if the suicidal voice stops being low.
I think about my husband,
I know he’ll be okay without me,
Yet I keep wanting to live because of my husband,
I keep wanting to live even if he’ll be okay without me,
I keep wanting to live because of the love between me and my husband.