My first time was gentle,
He made me believe that he was the one,
Turns out I was fooled because he was gentle,
Turns out he wasn’t the one,
I was naive for falling for him just because he was gentle.
The truth is, it became a nightmare,
My first lover gave me a disease,
I didn’t picture my first time being a nightmare,
I couldn’t believe I got a disease,
I was supposed to get a beautiful first time and not a nightmare.
Yet I could’ve said, “let’s use protection,”
He didn’t force me,
I made the choice not to use protection,
I hurt me,
In the end, I was left alone to pay the price for not using protection.
He dumped me and left me alone with the disease,
I cried to him,
He didn’t care that he gave me a disease,
Yes, in the end I saw the true him,
Too bad I couldn’t see until I got the disease.
Thankfully, it was a curable disease,
Yet now I know the truth of some men,
Some men won’t care if they give you a disease,
There are some cruel men,
So don’t be fooled by a gentle man because you don’t know who can carry a disease.