They sat and laughed,
I went into my room and cried,
I felt so alone when they laughed,
I could hear their cheerfulness while I cried,
I could feel how different I was while they laughed.
I’m not like them,
I am serious,
I can’t laugh at pain like them,
It hurts me deeply because I’m serious,
I don’t want to be like them.
I don’t want to pretend I’m not hurt when I ‘m hurt,
I want to find people like me,
I want to find people who admit they’re hurt,
There isn’t anything wrong with me,
I just need to find people who can sit and talk about hurt.