Listening to a goodbye song,
Sipping some water instead of liquor,
Feeling the pain deeply with this emotional slow song,
Not looking to forget you temporarily with the liquor,
All I want to do is heal with the tears and this song.
I don’t want to deal with the pain with prescribed medication,
I don’t want to deal with the pain with illegal drugs,
I’m not a coward who needs prescribed pain medication,
I’m not a coward who needs illegal drugs,
I’m a strong person who’ll scream and cry without drugs and medication.
I’ll cry and say, “Oh how I miss you,”
I’ll cry and say, “It hurts to be without you,”
I’ll cry and say, “I don’t want to lose you,”
Yes, I’m still strong even if I cry because of you,
Yet there’s no way in hell I’ll destroy myself because of you.