Adoption has always been my dream,
To give a home to a child who didn’t have a home,
To give love to a child who needs it was my dream,
I wished to create a loving home,
Yes, that is still my dream.
I also dreamed of marriage,
I dreamed of a man who’ll love me,
Yes, I got my marriage,
Yes, he loves me,
Yet I now have to choose between a child and marriage.
What do you do when the one you love doesn’t want a child?
What do you give up?
Do you give up on the man or the child?
Deep down I know what I’ll give up,
It isn’t the child.
That’s why I’m now here crying,
Crying because of my marriage,
If I chose marriage I wouldn’t be crying,
Yet I guess there’s no such thing as a perfect marriage,
I guess some of us are left crying.