You hold an invisible knife,
You can stab me and I’ll still bleed,
You have the power to kill me without a real knife,
It’s your actions and words that make me bleed,
That’s why you don’t need a real knife.
Your actions and words make me want to get a real knife,
They tempt me to leave this world,
Feeling like I can’t overcome being pierced by an invisible and real knife,
It’s just so hard to love in this world,
It’s so easy to end it all with a knife.
It would be so much easier if I left this world,
Perhaps you’ll find a woman who’ll be a better match for you,
I won’t be around to see you love another in this world,
I won’t have to experience the pain of living without you,
I’ll be in a peaceful world.
It would be a win and win situation,
Still I won’t take the win situation,
I’ll choose the losing situation,
I’ll choose the harder situation,
I’ll choose the painful situation.
I’ll walk away and choose to live,
I’ll do it because I am that strong,
I’ll do it because I want to live,
I’ll live because I’ll pray to God to help me become strong,
I’ll do it because a painful love isn’t a damn good reason to choose not to live.