Thousands eliminated from my debt,
Yet there are thousands more that I haven’t paid,
I haven’t completely gotten rid of all my debt,
Thus, I’m still stressing over debt that hasn’t been paid.
My younger self spent and spent without thinking,
I didn’t think about how I’ll pay back everything I borrowed,
I just spent without thinking,
I didn’t realize then the stress I’ll end up feeling over what was borrowed,
Now I ask myself, “What the hell was I thinking?”
This debt feels like it wants to kill me,
I get so frustrated and angry,
Yet the blame is placed on me,
This I know even though I get frustrated and angry,
Still deep down I know that this current debt won’t be forever with me.