I don’t want to stutter in front of the crowd,
I might stutter,
I want to hide from the crowd,
I don’t want the crowd to hear me stutter,
Yet I know have to face the crowd.
I feel sick,
I feel I might pass out,
I don’t like a crowd that makes me feel sick,
I guess it will be great if I pass out,
That way I won’t feel sick.
This is stupid,
I should just punch anyone who makes fun of me,
Then this won’t feel so stupid,
Maybe then they’ll learn not to look at me,
I guess getting angry is the only way I’ll say “stop looking at me stupid.”