My dear sibling,
My own blood,
Why do you act like an enemy instead of a sibling?
It saddens me that I can’t even trust my own blood,
It hurts to be on guard with my own sibling.
Will today be the day that you become physically violent again?
I don’t want to defend myself against you again,
Will today be the day when you turn others against me again?
I don’t want to defend myself against others again,
It stresses me that I have to constantly worry about this over and over again.
There are times when I wish I could cut you out of my life,
Yet it’s so hard to walk away from you because you are my sibling,
I endure when it hurts me to have you in my life,
I endure because no matter what you’ll always be a sibling,
That’s what you and I were meant to be in this life.