My past contains a lot of goodbyes,
My heart hurt so much at first,
Eventually, my heart hardened with the goodbyes,
Eventually, I became the one who said goodbye first,
Still, I never enjoyed the goodbyes.
Truthfully, I thought I was done with goodbye,
Yet today I was proven wrong,
I’m about to say goodbye,
I feel staying is wrong,
I feel it’s right to say goodbye.
So how would I say goodbye?
I would harden my heart and walk away,
My mouth won’t utter a goodbye,
I won’t let anyone know that I’m walking away,
That’s the way I’ll say goodbye.
Why won’t I utter goodbye?
I won’t say goodbye because I know I won’t be missed,
All the time I shared showed no one is going to care if I say goodbye,
Yet I truly don’t care if I won’t be missed,
I won’t care because deep down I know there’s a good in this type of goodbye.