The doctor said you might not be able to have your own kids,
My phobia said I can’t have my own kids,
I told myself “It’s okay, I don’t have to give birth to my own kids,”
I said “There are a lot of foster kids,”
I said, “The foster kids will be my kids.”
The adoption agencies cost a lot of money,
Thus, I chose a foster agency,
I didn’t have a lot of money,
It felt so hard to adopt from a foster agency,
Yet a foster agency didn’t cost a lot of money.
The hard part was getting through the required training classes,
I tried to convince myself I’ll be fine without kids,
It felt so hard to complete all the required foster classes,
I got depressed at the idea of actually living a life without kids,
However, I was able to attend classes and remain because of the kind people in classes.