I feel out of control,
Hard to accept what I can’t change,
Hard to accept that everything isn’t in my control,
Impatience makes it more difficult to accept what I can’t change,
A negative voice says taking my own life is in my control.
However, I choose once again not to end my life,
Instead, I let the tears fall as I feel the pain in my heart,
I ask “Why life?”
I ask “Why do you keep hurting my heart?”
I beg with the words “please life.”
There’s no one that I can beg to change this path,
Thus, I beg life,
Thus, I keep crying while I remain in this difficult path,
Perhaps I’ll get a break in life,
Perhaps there’s a bright light at the end of this dark path.