Feeling like I’m in a dark hole,
I can’t see or hear how others are feeling,
I just want to cry in this hole,
I don’t care if you try to understand how I’m feeling,
All I care about is the pain and depression that I’m feeling in this hole.
You can try to give me your hand,
I’m not ready to take it,
I’m not reaching for your hand,
I feel like giving up that I don’t want to take it,
You can go ahead and give up or get mad for not taking your hand.
I see your frustration for staying in this hole,
Your negative reaction is another pain to my heart,
I’m battling the I don’t care and I care in this hole,
I guess I care since there’s a pain in my heart,
I wish life wouldn’t push me back to this hole.
I guess I need to get the courage to fight against life,
I guess I need to battle my own thoughts,
I guess I need to find a reason to fight against life,
I need to change my thoughts,
Most of all, I need to find a way to survive this life.