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The Good (Poem)

I don’t deserve this,

This is my destiny,

I didn’t want this,

This is my destiny,

I must learn to see the good in this.

 

There is light in this path,

I need to stop being blinded,

I must not learn to hate this path,

My negative thinking is what is going to keep me blinded,

I need to find a way to love this path.

 

So I’ll learn to listen and see the good,

Yes, there is good,

I’ll learn to zone out what isn’t good,

Yes, there is good,

Most of all, I’ll convince myself that this life is good.

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Doctor (Poem)

Stress,

Painful stomach,

Disappointments are causing stress,

Rejections are causing pain in my stomach,

Unable to accept is the cause of stress.

 

A doctors appointment is worrying me,

I can blame people for my stress,

Yet blame isn’t going to help me,

My own thoughts are adding to the stress,

All this is hard for me.

 

I don’t know what the doctor is going to say,

Worrying that it might be bad news,

People are slowly killing me with what they say,

I’m letting their actions turn into bad news,

I need to learn how to stop caring about what others say.

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Both Feel (Poem)

Pain unites us,

We both understand the feeling,

Depression unites us,

We both understand the feeling,

We both feel alone and don’t feel like us.

 

I have my struggles,

You have your struggles,

We both have struggles,

We’re both trying to overcome our struggles,

We’re both feeling like we’re alone in our struggles.

 

I don’t hear you,

You don’t hear me,

I don’t hear the positive words from you,

You don’t hear the positive words from me,

I only hear me and you only hear you.

 

We are similar in many ways,

We’re similar that we’re both fighters,

We both continue to find our ways,

Choosing to stay alive during our struggles makes us fighters,

So let’s believe that we’ll both find the solution even if we go our separate ways.

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Dark Hole (Poem)

Feeling like I’m in a dark hole,

I can’t see or hear how others are feeling,

I just want to cry in this hole,

I don’t care if you try to understand how I’m feeling,

All I care about is the pain and depression that I’m feeling in this hole.

 

You can try to give me your hand,

I’m not ready to take it,

I’m not reaching for your hand,

I feel like giving up that I don’t want to take it,

You can go ahead and give up or get mad for not taking your hand.

 

I see your frustration for staying in this hole,

Your negative reaction is another pain to my heart,

I’m battling the I don’t care and I care in this hole,

I guess I care since there’s a pain in my heart,

I wish life wouldn’t push me back to this hole.

 

I guess I need to get the courage to fight against life,

I guess I need to battle my own thoughts,

I guess I need to find a reason to fight against life,

I need to change my thoughts,

Most of all, I need to find a way to survive this life.

 

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Snap, Clap, and Move (Poem)

Snap fingers to the right,

Snap fingers to the left,

Move your body with the snap to the right,

Move your body with the snap to the left,

Come on keep on moving to the left and right.

 

Clap your hands to the right,

Clap your hands to the left,

Move your body with the clap to the right,

Move your body with the clap to the left,

Come on keep on moving to the left and right.

 

Snap and clap to the right,

Snap and clap to the left,

Move your body with the snap and clap to the right,

Move your body with the snap and clap to the left,

Come on keep on moving to the left and right.

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Start Dancing (Poem)

I’m walking,

I’m stopping,

I keep walking,

I keep stopping,

I wonder if I should start dancing.

 

Dancing makes me happy,

I keep walking towards the future,

I don’t always feel happy,

There’s so much worry for my future,

Perhaps I should dance towards my future to be happy.

 

When I dance my stress is let go,

When I sing I think of the lyrics and not the stressful thoughts,

I need to stop and dance before I go,

I need to stop the stressful thoughts,

Then I need to keep dancing as I go.

 

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Desperate for Success (Poem)

I want to succeed,

I don’t know how to succeed,

Tell me how to succeed,

Who can tell me how to succeed?

There’s no one who gives me a way to succeed.

 

I’m tired of working so hard,

Yet I’m so desperate for success,

My desperation is why I keep working hard,

I choose not to fail because I want success,

Still, I keep asking, “When is it going to stop feeling like this is so hard?”

 

Hey, what’s wrong with complaining?

Complaining doesn’t mean I’m giving up,

It feels like I’m breathing out my anxiety when I’m complaining,

It’s better to find a way to breathe instead of giving up,

After all, I’ll eventually succeed and stop complaining.

 

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Awesome Subjects (Poem)

I didn’t know education was important for my brain,

I hated school when I was forced to go,

I liked school when I realized it was helping my brain,

I’m now grateful that I was forced to go,

I’m now choosing what information I want in my brain.

 

There are so many awesome subjects,

Why think about a thought that isn’t good for you?

Why not choose to learn more about a school subject?

Perhaps you’ll think less of the thought that isn’t good for you,

Perhaps you’ll end up in a better place because you learned about a useful school subject.

 

Yes, the school can prepare you for a job,

Education might also help you have better thoughts,

It’s a win with better thoughts and a job,

So why not choose a subject for your main thoughts?

After all, life is better with the right thoughts and a job.

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Online School (Poem)

Why do I like online school?

I get to have a discussion with students,

It feels less lonely when I attend an online school,

You aren’t allowed to be mean to other online students,

My brain constantly thinks about school.

 

I rather think about school than negative thoughts,

The school puts useful knowledge in my brain,

The school helps me have better thoughts,

I’m changing the thoughts in my brain,

I love my school thoughts.

 

The school has shown me that I have what it takes to overcome obstacles,

No, the school hasn’t been easy,

Professors have been my obstacles,

Yet in a way, it’s good that it wasn’t easy,

Fighting for my education is what helped me overcome some obstacles.

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Being Unemployed (Poem)

I’m waiting,

Did you move on?

How long am I going to keep waiting?

Let me know if you moved on,

Please give me good news after waiting.

 

I dislike interviews,

I stress so much because of interviews,

I start to doubt myself after interviews,

I get depressed after interviews,

I wish I had a job instead of doing all these interviews.

 

The managers are sleeping so peacefully,

I have a hard time sleeping when I’m unemployed,

I wish they hired me so I can sleep peacefully,

I really disliked being unemployed,

Yet deep inside I know I’ll eventually get hired and sleep peacefully.