One day I want to die,
Another day I’m begging to keep on living,
Depression makes me want to die,
Happiness makes me want to keep on living,
My moods determine if I want to die or keep on living.
So I say “help me see the reasons to love life,”
Give me a reason to stop thinking “I want to die,”
Help me find happiness in everything I encounter in life,
Help me stop finding a way to die,
I want to constantly love life.
I also ask for a way to stop fearing death when happiness appears,
Show me to appreciate life instead,
I don’t want to stop being happy when hardship appears,
I want to cherish the short life instead,
Most of all, comfort me with the words, “your loved ones in heaven will welcome you when death appears.”