Posted in Love, Poem

Desperate Love (Poem)

Love was like an addiction,

I felt like I needed it like a drug,

I was struggling with withdrawal symptoms caused by the addiction,

I desperately wanted the drug,

Yet I survived years without that drug.


“I want it” my mind said,

“I want it” my body said,

“You’ve been hurt by love” my mind also said,

“You’ve been hurt by love” my body also said,

I overcame my desperate need for love by listening to the hurt that was said.


I lost the desperation that attracted the cruel men,

I began to have the “I don’t want just any man” vibe,

I lost the loneliness that attracted the cruel men,

I began to have the “You can’t fool me” vibe,

I began to have control of myself and didn’t allow myself to give power to the cruel men.


No, there’s nothing wrong with wanting love,

The problem is when it become desperation,

The problem is when you let the hurtful people in because you want love,

The problem is when you become blinded because of desperation,

Thus, you must learn not to become desperate for love.

Posted in Anxiety, Crying, Love, Panic, Poem, Soul

Sex Without Walls (Poem)

He went inside of me and fear took over,

The fear of sex wasn’t over,

Still he didn’t make fun of me when it was over,

He didn’t say it’s over,

He stayed until the fear was over.


We make love now without my walls,

I’m not hating myself after we stop making love,

I’m not zoning out and letting myself build walls,

I’m experiencing every wonderful feeling as we make love,

It’s the first that I ever made love without walls.


The first time I didn’t put walls I thought, “Wow I never knew making love could feel this way,”

Then I felt like crying,

I felt like I had been making love the wrong way,

My soul was silently crying,

M soul was finally happy because I finally made love the right way.

Posted in Love, Poem

Love Welcomes A Hello (Poem)

Our love makes us approachable,

We welcome every hello,

We don’t mind that we’re approachable,

We don’t mind a hello,

We had to go through a lot in order to become approachable.


We don’t let our past make us cruel,

We let our love turn us into caring people,

We don’t want to be cruel,

We rather be caring people,

It’s always nice to see a smile from others because we weren’t cruel.


So we walk towards our destination,

We enjoy our walks together,

We return every hello when others take time to say hello to us while heading to their own destination,

Then we keep walking together,

We’ll keep saying hello to those who say hello in our future destination.

Posted in Love, Poem

Love In A Better World (Poem)

Let’s walk away from those who are cruel to either of us,

We don’t need cruel people in our life,

Let’s be thankful to those who are nice to us,

We should be thankful that they aren’t giving us a hard life,

Remember love we should protect us.


Love, you and I were meant to be nice to others,

Yet you and I shouldn’t put up with people who aren’t nice to us,

It’s okay if we lose others,

It’s okay if all we have left is us,

Remember love we come first instead of others.


Love in time we’ll help others together,

Thus, we shouldn’t make time for others who want to destroy us,

We shouldn’t make time for those who don’t want to see us together,

We should only make time for those who support us,

It’s those people who’ll we repay together.


After all love, we choose what type of people to let in our world,

It’s our world,

We choose who to take care of in our world,

Let’s make our world a better world,

Thus, we’ll reject those who don’t want a better world and accept those who also want a better world.

Posted in Love, Poem

Countdown to Goodbye (Poem)

There was a countdown timer with past relationships,

There’s no countdown with my current relationship,

There was a goodbye from the moment it started with past relationships,

There’s a feeling with forever with my current relationship,

I’m so thankful that my current relationship isn’t like past relationships.


I was so tired of the countdown,

I was so tired of the goodbye,

That’s why I say, “Thank you love for not starting a countdown,”

That’s why I say, “Thank you love for not saying goodbye,”

A relationship is a blessing without a goodbye and a countdown.


Posted in Love, Poem

Loving Race Joke (Poem)

I make fun of him because he’s Asian,

I joke around about my own race,

I love him even if he’s Asian,

I love my own race,

Yet he says don’t joke around like that in front of another Asian.


This is a world where we have to be careful of race jokes,

People can get angry about race jokes,

People can get hurt because of race jokes,

There can be a fight because or race jokes,

There can be a war because of race jokes.


I say, “I want to adopt kids of different race,”

I want our family to understand each race,

I want us to love each other no matter our race,

Perhaps we might even joke about our race,

I want us all to be proud of our race.

Posted in Anxiety, Love, Panic, Poem

Nice To Me In Sickness (Poem)

He held my hand while my attacks hit,

Why are you being nice to me?

Why are you staying when my attacks hit?

This feels like a dream for me,

Nobody ever tried to comfort me when my attacks hit.


How can a man be nice?

I wanted to cry,

I don’t understand how a man can be nice,

I did my best not to cry,

No man has ever truly been that nice to me.


I always felt so alone when my attacks hit,

How can a man truly care about me?

How can a man still love me even after my attack symptoms hit?

I don’t understand how a man can be nice to me,

He’s showing me a different way of being treated when my attacks hit.


He’s showing me that not everyone is mean to you in sickness,

It makes me want to cry because he’s not mistreating me in sickness,

There’s still love in his eyes for me even after sickness,

He’s still happy with me even after sickness,

What did I do right in order to find a man who still loves me and stays with me even in sickness?


Posted in Love, Poem

Fighting Demons For Love (Poem)

I love you,

I’m struggling,

I don’t want to lose you,

I’m struggling,

It’s my demons against you.


Things get hard between you and I,

The demons call me,

I don’t want to give up on you and I,

When things got hard I used to listen to the demons that used to call me,

It’s an obstacle that I’m doing my best to overcome for you and I.


I’ll walk away if it was another trying to take me away from you,

Yet it’s so hard to walk away when it’s the demons inside of me,

You won’t ever have to worry about another taking me away from you,

You are the only one for me,

The problem is the demons inside me that can make me lose you.


To lose it all because of my own demons,

I don’t want to lose you because of my own demons,

Thus, I’ll fight those demons,

Somehow and someway I’ll overcome those demons,

I’ll find a way so I won’t be taken away by the demons.

Posted in Love, Poem

Choose (Poem)

Make him choose,

Her or you,

Or walk away instead of letting him choose,

It’s up to you,

Never think it’s you that’s going to lose.


Him choosing her isn’t you losing,

Remember an unfaithful man might always be an unfaithful man,

Walking away isn’t you losing,

It’s you realizing that you deserve a better man,

So never beg a man who you feel you are “losing.”


The truth is, the right man will always choose you,

The right man won’t make you beg,

The right man will love only you,

The right man won’t only love you in bed,

The right man will always respect you.

Posted in Love, Poem

Issues (Poem)

Don’t look at me with love in your eyes,

You are scaring me,

I’m scared of believing what I see in your eyes,

Please stop looking at me,

Please don’t lie to me with those eyes.


I don’t want to love,

I don’t want to be loved,

Lord please help me I’m falling in love,

Lord I want to be loved,

Please don’t believe the words I don’t want to be loved or I don’t want to love.


I’m not trying to play a game,

It might look like it because I’m afraid of getting hurt,

Please believe that this isn’t a game,

Can you promise that this love won’t hurt?

Do you see our love as a game?


I’m sorry if I have love issues,

I wish I would’ve met you before my heart got broken,

Can you please help me overcome my issues?

Help me heal what has been broken,

Can you love me even with these issues?