Psychology Journey


Rich Mentality (Poem)

I don’t want to get stuck in a poor mentality,

I want to dream like royalty

I want to have a rich mentality,

I want to feel spoiled like royalty,

No, I don’t want to be conceited with a rich mentality.


I don’t want to think “It’s okay to be poor forever,”

I never questioned my living condition before,

Questioning made me say “I want to work hard forever,”

I don’t want to be like before,

I want to have it all by working hard forever.


Others might say it’s impossible,

Yet I say “How is it impossible if I work hard forever?”

Not working hard will make it impossible,

So I decided I’ll work hard and prove to others that I can be rich forever,

I’ll show others that it was the best decision to ignore others who said becoming rich is impossible.


Some Success (Poem)

Here are some success,

I succeeded in remaining single,

How is that a success?

You know how hard it is for some to remain single?

Yes, that’s a success.


Getting in a relationship is also a success,

Do you know how hard it is for some to get in a relationship?

Even staying in a relationship is a success,

No, it isn’t always easy to last long in any relationship,

Yes, that’s a success.


Moving to another grade in school is a success,

Do you know how hard it can be for some to move on to the next grade?

That isn’t always an easy success,

Not everyone is able to move to the next grade,

Yes, that’s a success.


Getting a job is a success,

Do you know how hard it is to be chosen when competing with others?

No, that isn’t ever an easy success,

It’s never easy fighting with others,

So yes that’s a success.


So look around and at your life,

Allow yourself to see your areas of success,

Look closely and you’ll see there was success in your life,

You just have to want to see the success,

You just have to be willing to see the good in your life to see the success in your life.

What Should I Believe? (Poem)

What should I believe?

Should a believe a future of success?

Is that what I should believe?

Should I believe a future without success?

Is that what should I believe?


It can be hard to believe a different outcome,

Hard when it seems all I ever had was hardships,

So tell me how do I believe I’ll have a better outcome?

Proof is the constant hardships,

There’s no proof of a better outcome.


I start to believe and then another hardship happens,

Isn’t it better not to believe in something better?

Shouldn’t I just keep believing that hardship is all that happens?

What’s the point in better?

In the end, it feels like I’ll keep hurting or getting disappointed because of the hardship that happens.


So what do I say to myself about believing?

Would you rather give up or keep fighting for success?

Would you rather lose even the small chance just because you stop believing?

In life, we all have different types of success,

Yet in order to actually see or achieve success, it’s important not to stop believing.



Bad Mood (Poem)


What causes me to get in a bad mood?

Usually, one person can cause me to get angry at everyone,

That one person puts me in  a bad person,

Not knowing how to deal with that one person makes me angry at everyone,

All because of that one person.


So there are days when everyone makes me angry,

Days when I want to say “shut the fuck up,”

It can be hard not to say what I want to say when I’m angry,

Thus, at times I put on a fake disguise instead of saying “shut up,”

After all, it isn’t always good to say what you want when you’re angry.


Truthfully, it’s better to cool down before speaking,

Yet for some reason, people just feel like talking when I’m angry,

It can make it harder to cool down before speaking,

Still, I do my best not to remain angry,

I do my best to watch what I say before speaking.



Another Marriage (Poem)

For years I longed for marriage,

Now I’m saying “I’m not doing this again,”

I won’t go through another marriage,

I don’t feel it’s worth doing again,

It’s too much work for a marriage.


You can’t do everything you want,

It’s harder for people who dislike a comprise,

Yes, I hate not getting what I want,

Single sounds better than a comprise,

No, this isn’t what I want.


Truthfully, dating and a relationship is also something I don’t want,

I rather choose a life without love,

Lately, it feels that’s what I want,

It’s too much work when it comes to any type of love,

Yes, lately it seems a future without any love is what I want.

Darkest Moments (Poem)

I’m looking for you in my darkest moments,

Realizing I’m fine without you when my days are sunny,

Yet it isn’t always easy to have sunny moments,

Still, I need to stop looking for you when it isn’t sunny,

I need to learn how to be okay in my darkest moments.


It’s a misconception that being with you means I won’t ever have darkness,

Why can’t it always be sunny with you?

It’s because my own mind creates the world of darkness,

It’s my own mind that convinces me that I’m okay with or without you,

That’s why another can’t always take away the darkness.


Supervisor Job (Poem)

My days were hard because of my supervisor,

I walked away hoping for something better,

Another company stated that they want me as a supervisor,

All because a better door opened when I went to search for better,

Yet I still don’t know if I’m ready to be a supervisor.


I was once shy and quiet,

An illness made it hard to go out,

Yet it was my struggles that helped me stop being quiet,

I fought hard to find stable employment without going out,

Now I’m given an option for a high position that won’t ever allow me to be quiet.


What path would I choose?

Honestly, deep down I know any path I choose will be a path to success,

Thus, success is what I choose,

Even not giving up is a success,

So not giving up and success is what I’ll choose.


What Is Said (Poem)

Love me,

I don’t want to be alone,

Love me,

Please don’t leave me alone,

I’m afraid to be just me.


It’s a desperation that sometimes attracts mistreatment,

Changing your words is what can change your love life,

It should be “love me without mistreatment,”

Mistreat me and you’re out of my life,

I rather be alone than accept mistreatment.


Yes, love me should still be said,

You deserve love,

Don’t be ashamed when “love me” is said,

Yet that doesn’t mean you should settle for a bad love,

Thus, a good love without mistreatment should always be what is said.

Nobody to Somebody (Poem)

You’re trying to speak louder,

You don’t want me to be heard,

Want me to feel like crap as you speak louder,

It breaks my heart that I’m leaving without being heard,

Yet I’m not going to sink to your level and speak louder.


In the end, you’ll be the past,

In the future, I’ll be shining brightly because I walked away from you,

I’ll shine because of my painful past,

The past that motivated me to become better than you,

Yes, deep down I know my future success will come from my painful past.


So you can do your best to show I’m a nobody,

Yet, I overcame so much in my past that my self-esteem is no longer that low,

That’s why I know the people who aren’t worth it are the ones that try to make others into a nobody,

It’s sad that people like you sink so low,

However, in the end, I walked away and headed towards people who know I’m a somebody.

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